I’ve been a writer for forever, but I’ve only been Catholic since 2018. Writing in the Protestant world for decades was a blessing, and I had no trouble finding community and support. Still, a bit of grieving needed to happen when I recognized that becoming Catholic meant that my presence in some areas of my previous social sphere would now be awkward.

As an extrovert, I knew I needed to be assertive and find new friends while continuing to cherish my Protestant Christian friendships, and the first two places I searched were among mothers and writers. Obviously, I found the Catholic Writers Guild, praise God. And I also found a group of bookish moms at my parish!

My writing and mothering worlds converged in a fateful and providential way when I mentioned a podcast episode to my mom’s group. The podcast recommended some books I thought we could read together and introduced me to a Catholic word I was unfamiliar with – charism.

Because I come from a Protestant tradition that loves to study Scripture, I knew that charis was Greek for grace (or The Graces in classical mythology). And of course, I could see that it was the root of words like charisma and charismatic, but I had yet to encounter the concept of charism as Catholics use it.

The podcast episode (Fountains of Carrots Episode 86: Living Out Your Creative Dreams to Love Your Family, with Jen Fulwiler) talked about finding the special way God has called and gifted you to make a difference in the world—your charism. The way He created you to be a more whole, fulfilled person and family/community member. They also recommended a workshop from The Catherine of Siena Institute.

I had no interest in taking the workshop and really just wanted to read one of Jen Fulwiler’s books with the group. Still, one of my friends took the initiative and organized a group to go through the Called and Gifted Workshop, and I felt obligated to join since I was the person who brought it up in the first place. Since I’d taken oodles of personality profiles and spiritual gift assessments, I resisted. I felt like I knew myself pretty well, and I thought this would be a boring waste of time.

Something is compelling about looking at not just the way God has molded your personality or your talents but how He has specially equipped you to do good in the world. It goes beyond “what am I good at?” and asks, “what am I here for?”

This distinction is huge. And it proved to be life-changing for me.

I was not surprised to find that writing was at the very top of my list of charisms when I took the inventory. I already knew I was meant to be a writer. What I found the most useful in the workshop experience was learning about my other complementary charisms, and second, the six-month discernment process that the workshop recommends.

In addition to writing, I scored high in Teaching, Knowledge, and Helps, among others. I came to understand how valuable it is for me to know these things about myself when considering what to write. Technically, I can write decently regardless of subject or format, but that does not mean that all of my writing will be equally impactful.

To test this, I spent six months trying new things. I volunteered on the editorial board for our diocesan newspaper. I wrote (bad) poetry. I published a book of short stories. And I tried my hand at developmental editing, essays, and long-form fiction.

I discovered that while God can use me however He wants to, left on my own, I often try to swim against the stream and use my energy in ways that do not offer a great return on the investment. I can muddle through in some areas of writing, but I really shine in others. There’s a place that is an intersection of all of my charisms that is both personally fulfilling and evangelistically impactful.

Consider how a Writing charism paired with an Encouragement charism looks completely different than Writing and Leadership. Or Music. Or Administration. Or Prophecy.

I’m now working in publishing at a literary agency. I would never have even known to look in that direction for a job that utilizes my charisms if I had not gone through this discernment process, and every day it feels like a more and more perfect fit.

Whether you take an inventory like Called and Gifted, or maybe walk through the Clifton Strengths Assessment with Guild member Lisa Mladinich at Wonderfully Made, take some time to think and pray about the other charisms God has given you and how they impact your writing. Which kinds of writing will allow the graces God has bestowed on to you reach their perfect audience? Maybe it will be a new way to help you think about your niche.

Copyright 2022 Anjanette Barr

Anjanette Barr

Anjanette Barr is a literary agent at Dunham Literary, Inc. She lives in Juneau Alaska with a house full of children, pets, and more books than she'll ever be able to read. You can find her on YouTube and elsewhere online as The Book Barrista (@BookBarrista).